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Self Acceptance and MS
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How do we really come to terms with accepting our new reality with an incurable progressive disability? Right off the bat we probably feel like we have been predisposed to failure. Self acceptance requires us to really be comfortable with our present situation -- and let’s face it, there are plenty of things about living with multiple sclerosis that aren’t “comfortable.” MS can present an abundance of changes and unexpected whiplash that we do our best to navigate through.

The key to sustainable self-acceptance centers on our ability to stay present while not setting unrealistic expectations for ourselves. We can be really good at beating ourselves up, can’t we? It doesn’t help that we live in an era where competition is all around us. Our status in society can easily be determined based on how many likes we get. How many followers we have. What car we drive. What our zip code is. What job we have. It’s easy to feel we’re in constant competition with the world.

So what good is it to be in competition with ourselves? Let me break it down for you. We kick ourselves because some days we struggle to keep up with our loved ones. We get disappointed in ourselves for not being able to do certain things we used to be able to do. We get frustrated that our shoe collection has primarily turned into a “sneaker collection” because staying balanced is like our very own circus act. This only puts us in competition with the past version of ourselves pre-diagnosis. So in turn, we wind up constantly looking over our shoulder at what once was, but isn’t presently.

So how do we learn to accept our present? We get comfortable with being uncomfortable.

Naturally we like to feel we have control over situations. Feeling a sense of control is comfortable and familiar. There’s less to fear if we know what to expect. Fear stems from a place of uncertainty and as we know, there is a ton of uncertainty with MS. The disease really likes to keep us on our toes. Staying in the now allows us to only look at what is currently in front of us, instead of comparing ourselves to an alternative version of someone we once knew.

I like to approach my day with metaphorical horse blinders on -- only looking at what is in front of me. This avoids any past reflection or compassion. It also doesn’t project into the future, which can often put me into a space of worrying about things that haven’t even happened yet.

Adaptation can also give us an edge when it comes to the uncertainties of MS. The quicker we learn to go with the flow of what our body decides to do, the easier it is to really accept the changes we’re faced with.

But going with the flow doesn’t mean you have to maintain an optimistic and overly positive attitude all the time. That’s unrealistic and can set you up to fail. Allowing ourselves to really feel is often frowned upon. Again, we have high expectations for ourselves to hold it all together. If we fall apart, we’re weak. If things get messy, we’re a disaster. Giving ourselves permission to experience the emotions we need to is vital to staying present.

Fear is inevitable, but our reaction to it is a decision. Read that sentence again if you need to. I truly believe there is value in perspective. To be able to oversee a not so comfortable situation and find an alternative way of observing it that allows sustainability. Fear, worry and self comparison aren’t sustainable

Every single person living with MS experiences something different. We know this -- that no two people have the exact same molecular makeup in terms of symptoms, mobility, cognition etc.Yet every one of us knows that our reality is different. It might be different than it was 10 years ago or it might be different than it was even 10 minutes ago. Either way, changes are happening. Give yourself grace. You’re going through something pretty profound -- and that is something worthy of praising yourself for.




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Brittany Quiroz

Brittany Quiroz

Guest contributor

Brittany Quiroz, better known as “A Hot MS,” is a multiple sclerosis advocate, speaker, writer, and content creator. With transparency, humor, zero filters, and a willingness to “go there,” she aims to empower, educate, and encourage others living with the disease to keep pushing. Most of all, she strives to break the stigma attached to disability.

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